In this first episode of the second season of the Pan Pal Susto podcast, the voices of Toño, a man experiencing homelessness who lives with schizophrenia, psychiatrist Mauricio Rossel, Cristina, Toño’s close friend, and Maricarmen, the interviewer, intertwine. Together, they create a narrative that not only exposes the challenges of living with a psychiatric condition in extreme circumstances but also highlights resilience and love as tools for staying afloat.
Pan Pal Susto is a narrative podcast that tells stories through the testimonies of people living with various illnesses or health conditions. Created by Maricarmen Climént, Itzel Gómez, Aleira Rueda, and Carlos A. Sánchez, this podcast kicks off its second season with the episode “Everything Feels So Real: Schizophrenia on the Streets.”
In this episode, we are invited into the world of Toño, a writer, merchant, and beloved Valedor, who shares his life story.
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Toño: The Harshness of Reality and the Power of Love
Through his own words, Toño recounts the challenges and complex situations that led him to find refuge in the streets. From a young age, his life has been marked by struggles, starting with the isolation caused by schizophrenia during his childhood. His voice shifts when speaking of his four-legged companions: his dogs, who have not only been a source of tenderness but also of irreplaceable companionship.
In addition to sharing details about his childhood, education, and family, Toño opens a window into how his mental health has intertwined with life on the streets. Amid adversity, he finds solace in love: the love he feels for his dog, for Mi Valedor (a project that has provided him with support and community), for his fellow supporters, for writing, and for his small business. This love, according to Toño, is what helps him cling to his sanity in such a chaotic environment.
Between tears and songs, Toño shares his experience of living this life, and with a vulnerability that moves us, he expresses his desire to confront and lose his fear of his inner demons. His story is a powerful reminder of how love and community can serve as invaluable refuges in the face of the darkest challenges.
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Toño’s voice is joined by that of Maricarmen Climént and Mauricio Rossel, a psychiatrist guest on the episode, who provide valuable context about schizophrenia. They share medical, psychological, and sociological insights into the illness and all that it entails. They explain that schizophrenia not only affects one’s perception of reality but also presents a significant challenge in diagnosing and treating it, especially in people experiencing homelessness. This episode emphasizes the social and structural barriers that worsen this issue. “Everything Feels So Real: Schizophrenia on the Streets” is an episode that, through multiple voices, breaks the stigma surrounding schizophrenia in the homeless population and allows listeners to understand the complexity of this illness, compounded by the experience of living on the streets.
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The interview, guided by Maricarmen’s sensitivity, not only brings visibility to the stories of people like Toño but also fosters empathy and reflection. Her ability to address difficult topics with respect and humanity makes this episode a powerful piece of journalism and storytelling. The episode leaves listeners with a mix of emotions: sadness, admiration, and deep empathy. It reminds us that behind every face in a homeless situation is a story that deserves to be heard, and that we can all contribute to building a more compassionate and inclusive society.
Listen to the full episode to learn about Toño’s story and the voices that help us understand the complexity of living with schizophrenia on the streets.
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Mi Valedor took part in the Pride edition of the Espacio Fotográfico Bazaar, a cultural and artistic gathering held at Casa Refugio Citlaltépetl. Throughout the weekend, the team shared the space with a wide range of independent artists and visual projects, reinforcing the organization’s presence at events that celebrate diversity, foster inclusion, and strengthen community connections.
On June 23, the Mi Valedor team took part in a special guided tour at the Museum of Modern Art. As they explored the galleries, the group had the opportunity to discover one of the most significant private collections of Mexican art from the twentieth century, while sharing an enriching experience of learning and community.
Music, art, and diversity came together on June 5 during a fundraising evening in support of Manos Amigues LGBTQ+ Community Center. The event brought together artists, community organizations, and attendees in a celebration dedicated to strengthening safe spaces and supporting grassroots initiatives that promote inclusion and provide care and support sexual and gender diversity.
Mi Valedor took part in the Pride edition of the Espacio Fotográfico Bazaar, a cultural and artistic gathering held at Casa Refugio Citlaltépetl. Throughout the weekend, the team shared the space with a wide range of independent artists and visual projects, reinforcing the organization’s presence at events that celebrate diversity, foster inclusion, and strengthen community connections.
On June 23, the Mi Valedor team took part in a special guided tour at the Museum of Modern Art. As they explored the galleries, the group had the opportunity to discover one of the most significant private collections of Mexican art from the twentieth century, while sharing an enriching experience of learning and community.
Music, art, and diversity came together on June 5 during a fundraising evening in support of Manos Amigues LGBTQ+ Community Center. The event brought together artists, community organizations, and attendees in a celebration dedicated to strengthening safe spaces and supporting grassroots initiatives that promote inclusion and provide care and support sexual and gender diversity.
